After about a month time, still struggling with SH life. Yeah, life has been, monotonous, yet a struggle.

Stopped fussing about what i've been bitching about the past few days/ past week. To all my good friends whom i shared this with: I've decided to live with it, not because of anyone of anything, just because of myself. I want to make the best out of it and do not want to regret my decision in future. And yes, there's nothing i can't do if i really try, right? Things would sort themselves out one day.

Fday is coming! What to get for my girlfriendzxzxzx. ><

Endless tutorials ): Nvm, since it's friday, i'd take a short break :D

Before you press the red cross button at the top right hand corner of your screen, please make an effort to finish reading this wordy post much as you do not agree with my viewpoints.

I heard from a few people these 2 days about negative stuff regarding Serena's campaign speech made yesterday morning, over the statement: "we shall all wear bikinis and speedos and walk down orchard road okay?" And yes, i cheered right after she said that -__-. But no, i'm not intending to do that.

I thought that people should have enough sense to know that she was just joking. Apparently not, not everyone share the same sense of humor as me and serena and a couple others do. But yeah, that's not the main point. The point is that, she meant it as a joke, to make everyone's spirit lighten up and start cheering or laughing after listening to 17 speeches since she is the last speaker. SHE DID NOT MEAN IT. SHE HAVE BRAINS AND WOULD NOT GO PROPOSE SUCH AN ACTIVITY OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS. It was intended to gain everyone's attention and make them absorb what she have to say after that, her REAL proposal of setting up a carnival opened up to everyone outside school to raise funds for the Haiti Earthquake victims, and to raise awareness that DHS provides a JC course, after being asked "DHS HAVE JC MEH" for 2000 times( which i bet many of you have experienced too) People don't know about our existence, hence this proposal.

But yes, no one paid attention to it. Rather, i did not hear anyone discussing about it. Instead, i hear people discussing about some screwed up and edited version of her "bikini proposal"

Before you judge what kind of person she is by hearing it from other people (aka rumours), please make an effort to go ask someone who knows her personally to get a feel of what she is like actually. Rumors are rumors after all, and cannot be taken into account all the time. If you intended to vote for her before this and change your mind after hearing her speech cause you misunderstood what she said, then please reconsider your decision again, so that you would not regret it. If you never intended to vote for her, oh wells, i cannot force you to do so anyway.

Many would think that i'm doing this because she's my good friend, which is true. However, i've decided to cast my vote for her NOT ONLY BECAUSE she's my good friend, but also because i think that she MAKES A GOOD LEADER. I can frankly tell all of you that i am not voting for some of my friends and voting for some that are not my friends.

Many would feel that Serena might be a little too straight-forward at times. But hey, it might just be the thing that SHSC needs in order to improve, because she won't bother hiding anything, and would speak up when she feels that something needs improvement. Also, judging from the speech that she gave yesterday, she was confident and we could totally tell that she wasn't afraid of speaking in front of a crowd, which is a quality that not every candidate possessed. Every word came out of her mouth crisp and clear.

Yes, that's the kind of leader we need in Kirin, one that dares to stand in front of her house and lead them. Can you imagine a leader stumbling cause of his/her nervousness every single time there is house initiation or house events blah blah and no one knows what the hell he/she is talking about?

Serena really cares about DHS, more than i ever knew she did after knowing her for 2+ years. When she heard that being an SC is not as great as achievement as some other academic scholarship or attachments so on and is time consuming, might even affect her studies and current CCA, she told me that, all she wanted to do, was to serve. I was stunned. (YES DONT GET OFFENDED I WAS REALLY STUNNED AT YOUR SELFLESSNESS CAUSE I CANNOT DO IT MYSELF APPARENTLY). She really really wants to be in SC, not because of fame, power, or a good testimonial, just to serve all of us.

Yup, so people, just reconsider your choices and not let this small understanding affect who you are going to cast your votes to tmr okay?

Yeah, better go back to chionging tutorials and assignments :D

omg i know this photo is bloody shitty. But whatever. It's the only photo that i have of my buddy.

Don't look at me anymore my hair and smile and blah is screwed up larh ><

hate sch ): But today was nice :D Good luck juniors for zonals :D

My China buddehhh is coming todayxzx. Gosh. Wonder how she looks like >,< Would she find me geekish and boring, or overhigh and wild or whatever. Seriously, i don't know how to host people, have never done such random things before.

WHY CAN'T I GET MY OWN BUDDY? ): Loved her to the max larh. She was like, my sister or some sorts?

Okay. Buddy's arriving soon, about 7 hours later i'd be picking her up from the airport.

Super bored. Piano lesson + Theory lesson later. Die larh. Super boringzxz. Rather rot at home ): And i haven't touched my piano/hw. So going to tell teacher i was away for camp the whole week. Not exactly lying anyway.

Random photos from long time ago!

Year 3 Orientation '10

Teo Heng with 4F09 <3

Sherlock Holmes with 4F girls :D

Shopping with Mummy <3

Photo taking session + Unsuccessful games ('cause of evil security) after Astons

5C33!

Serena labelled this: Wonder F. Oh wells.

My invention!!! The Kirin-mon balloon! Cute right. Hahahahaha.

Credits to S and Liwen for photos. Yay. Shall update again later. With photos of my new buddy! I'm sure everyone wants to know how she looks like.

Orientation was a blast. 5C33<3 Kirin<3

Haha. Sorta getting used to my new classmates already. Love them much. But yes, 4F is still love. Though we're in different classes and houses and all. Totally believe that we'd still keep in touch yeah? Lunch + Crazy session and Suntec + Serena's hse yesterday made me believe that.

Super tired. >< Can't be bothered to elaborate. Did i mention i was late for tuition today 'cause i overslept? Wtf. -___-

Ohkay. MAIN POINT OF MY DAMNIT POST:

WHO NEEDS BLOUSE SIZE 36? IT IS TOO BIG FOR ME AND I FREAKING WASHED + IRON IT ALRDY SO I CANT CHANGE AND I BOUGHT 3 OF IT SMARTLY.

i'm sure you'd know how to contact me if you need it.

And i'm also sure that if you buy it from me i'd love you forever or else i'd have to wear oversized shirt for 2 years (since my mum don't allow me to buy unless i get rid of it)

Hmm. Update before i go for GP tuition. Feels abit weird to go back for tuition again >< Especially when school haven't even started. Yeapz, quite looking forward to orientation leh, staying at home abit bored alrdy -__- why isn't everyone like meee???

Okay, update about what i've been doing since the year started. Photos on facebook :D

1st: Countdown by watching Old Dogs (super funny) with Carrie and Nenque. Slept for the rest of the day -.-

2nd: Watching ci ling with ruixin after astons. Hmm, Jay Chou <3

3rd: Piano, then Hightea with parents. Shopping after that :D

4th: Year 3 Xplore facilitating

5th: Year 3 orientation day 2 facilitating, movie with ruixin again (Bodyguards and Assasins, nicee!)

6th: School for guitar in the morning, work in the afternoon

7th: Shopping with Serena, movie with S, Cow, Teresa, Angeline. Sherlock Holmes. OMG JUDE LAW DAMN HOT. And yeah, nice movie.

8th: Guitar, then k-ed with rx, wenny, ym, cow, charlene, teresa, angeline

TODAY: Tuition then work o.o

OMG 2010 IS SUCH A BORING YEAR ISN'T IT ): And school haven't even started. It's so going to get worseee

School's not supposed to start till next week. But i'm back in school today, going to school tmr, wednesday and friday! Can't believe how fast holidays have flew past me. Going to collect my pay soon!! Haha. Tmr prefably.

New class, new friends and all. Sort of looking forward to it in some sense, new start and all. But a little bit scared that things would not go well. Hmm. Like would i lunch alone for the rest of the 2 years cause no one wants to be my friendzxzxzx? >_<

I think i'm going to miss 4F. Like especially people like Ruixin, Huien, Serena, Angela etc etc etc. No more bitch clanxz everyday!!!! We still must have bitch day once a month right?? LOL. I think i'm going to be sorta screwed up without my daddy and mummy and good friends too. They are like always taking care of me(gosh i know that im not a kid) and looking out for me. Or for e.g., i would have lost my phone at least 3 times this year, wallet at least twice or something. Gosh i'm like blur queen.

Who would i go to when i want to scream about my ah bu!!!! WHOOOOOOO. DADDY I CAN STILL SMS YOU AND GO CRAZY YOU WONT DAO ME RIGHT! And Ruixin must still go eat MOF and other stuff with me and i can still crash mummy's hse after school when i have nothing to do. Yes Yes Yes?

Bye. Going to watch teeveee.  (:

4F at YEP :D

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE <3 DEBORAH IS DAMN SLEEPY AND SHE NEEDS SLEEP NOW :D

Happy Birthday Yingying<3 Haha. See, i dedicated a blog post to you.

So sorry i haven't gotten you your bday/xmas present. Shall pass it to you when we go out tgt for some serious shopping kay?

I'm super sleepy now so i shall not go on and on 'cause it'd all be nonsense.

Haha. But you'd always be one of my best friends (corny i know, but true) and you're one of the nicest person i've met <3 It's fun hearing you go crazy about hot hot guys and you hearing me go crazy about them 'cause apparently not many people can understand that. Haha. Okay. I think you get the point.

Anw, a few hot guys just for you! And i admit that the Huntelaar (spl?) guy is kinda hot >.< NVM HE'S YOURS! Hahahaa.

(p.s. MUST SHARE KAKA AND TAYLOR LAUTNER WITH ME OKAYYYY????)

my first paycheck :D pink envelope (:

half month only and i'm a part timer so yeah, not alot of money but it's the first time i earned money lorh :D Damn happy. hahaha. i shall not go shopping 'cause i realised how hard is it to earn money. tsktsk.

raining ): think i'm going out for good food and movie l8r with mum and sis + some shopping but not i pay of course i damn niao now ><