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HI EVERYONE I'VE DECIDED TO MOVE TO LJ :D

I REFUSE TO USE TUMBLR YAY :D

let's see when i'd finally give in. >< I think i'm giving in to iphone soon D:

 

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How to write a Nicholas Sparks Novel

From mummy: 
thought that it was rather funny and true at the same time.

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CHANNING TATUM! HAWTTTTTT

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Crazy Week!

The crazyness is starting next week! (which is in 4 minutes time)

Sudden surge of emotions: Mummy and Daddy. Love you two >.<

Don't tell anyone about my secret obsession kay mummy.

Okay, nephew too in case he gets jealous. (though he won't read this 'cause he'd rather spend time decorating his ps page.)

Miss 4F days.

Never appreciated it this much when i had it.

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BSP TRIP 09!

Super outdated photos, Angela just tagged me on FB

Hell glad that my braces are off, and yes, i look better with short hair i just realized

Feels like it's been a long time since i visited China. Few months ago, when i compare the 'then' and 'now' photos, it's like i look years older!

Gosh i'm aging at rapidddd speed DIE

Anw, drawing by miao2, pretty sums up my feeling towards best friend most of the trip. hmmm, the 'take photo, AGAIN?' feeling

Hahahahahahaha. Thats why in most photos, i look sad and unwilling, and irritated and tired! (YES. 'cause i'm like tortured larh! To go take photo with her thn cannot smile.)

Ohkay, a few photos that i managed to pull a smile in:

Okay i look gross -____- and short.

Whatever.

Shall study now :D

So hardworking!

It's 11pm. Damn. should i start? or just give up and go sleep

hmmmmm

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Pictures!

Yay! After a long long time, i finally have a couple of pictures to upload! (Lazy to upload all)

 

Table Tennis A Div 2010!

We're like the pioneer batch (sounds cool?) That's about all you have to know. -.-

I have zero idea why i look so 'out of the place'

Sorta realized that, so i moved in for the next picture!

4F after CO concert!

Icecream!

Browsing through the photos in my laptop and saw this! Omg i think it's like super cute larh! Hahaha though it's quite long ago, like somewhere last year?

 

Shall go sleep though it's quite early. Not in the mood to do anything else.

Goodness i hope there's no 2.4km tmr. imagine run halfway have fire drill. Then after that run AGAIN.

I'd rather kill myself, serious.

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CO concert + 4F outing!

Back from 4F outing and CO concert.

Dinner at NYNY was a total waste of money. First time in my life cheese fries costed me $8+ wts, i'm never going back again.

Went to VCH to watch CO concert. omg, charlene and sihui were imba! Okay, all of them were imba. But both of them really super imba! (whatever, get my point? I'm too tired)

stoned outside the concert hall and took super long to take photos, laughed at stupid dumb things. (shall not elaborate)

After that went to raffles city, bought ice cream from supermarket, sit on the floor and eat! (wth right). Then trained back and made my mum super super bs cause i reached home at like, 11.45 or something

Anw, i need sleep. seriously. 4F is like, always so crazy. Oh man, miss 4F truckloads, ): Would never find more insane people ever seriously.

Guitar tmr morning at 8am, its like 12.34 alrdy wtf. Die die die ): Having CCA on saturdays just spoil my weekend mood.

Not to forget: THANK YOU YINGYING FOR MY SUPER EARLY BDAY PRESENT! I SURE HOPE REAL MADRID AND BARCELONA COME TO SPORE! OMG WE MUST GO STALK THEM TGT KAY!!!!! <3

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IM NOT EMO IM NOT EMO RELAX PEOPLE

My blog is like, super dead. And whenever i update, it's like on something super boring that even i can't bring myself to read.

Who cares, bet no one bothers to read it anyway, i'm not what you consider as the 'popular' kind of person.

 

School and life's been horrible for me ):

Yeah, i guess it's almost the same for everyone else.

 

To my darling friends: Cheer up kayzxz :D

 

Pw's killing me, i'm idea-less ):

Super tired naoooo.

 

I guess, it's none of my business. But i get really really disturbed whenever i hear about such things:
1. Backstabbing
2. Outcasting ('cause of stupid reasons)

 

If you think that backstabbing others is fun and entertaining, creates something for people to talk about and you're helping others by giving them something to do, i have to admit that you're almost right you know, especially if you're in my school, where gossiping, bitching and doing such childish things are our only form of entertainment. Yes. Thanks for your kind intentions.

 

But, if you haven't realized, by doing this, you're just showing others how untrustworthy you are. People who you backstab can live the rest of their school life being outcasted, but at least there are people who know the truth, understands them and support them no matter what happens.

 

For you, people just treat you well on the surface, to be nice, or to get more information from you in order to spice up their lives further. Actually from the bottom of their hearts, they despise you. They'd never trust you 'cause any normal person would realize that, if you can backstab your other friend, you can do the same thing once again. Habits die hard, don't they? A leopard never changes it spots (in some cases at least, like this), and no one would take the risk to trust you again.

 

I'm not referring to a particular situation, but a particular situation reminds me of this as a whole. It's rather generalized. Yeah, i've seen many of such things happening in my 4+ years in my bitch school. Yes.

 

I believe in karma, and i can't wait to see people like this experience theirs, i'm sure it's a big event.

And to this particular someone, a word of advice, if karma is directly proportional to your wrongdoings, you'd better watch out, 'cause yours would continue for the next 3 lifetimes.

(to best friend: I know i told you i don't take people's words and it's not that i choose to believe them when they say something bad about others and i don't believe what you say, it's just, i've seen many situations, from many of my trusted friends, and even before i heard it from that, i've heard bad things, with her originally bad reputation, heard her personally telling away secrets that people entrusted her with.. It's not on purpose kay. <3 )


and for the rest of the people, who start treating people differently after hearing some stupid rumours, wake up, grow up and please, start behaving like you are out of primary school.

what people choose or do in their lives are their own choices, and as friends, you should support them no matter what, not make fun, outcast and entertain yourselves, it's childish, inconsiderate, and it makes me despise you.

 

Omg that sounds harsh. But yes, it's true.

 

I've heard friends talking about situations like this, how they face such a situation whereby people talk behind their backs or even whisper in front of them, treat them different simply by hearing stuff from other people.

Shall not mention my friend's name here, not like people from that school would read my blog,i know no one there, but yes. it's a horrible feeling.

 

before you say something, please, reflect on how you would feel if others were to do the same thing to you.

(applies to everyone)

how many times in my life did i want to go up to a person and tell him/her that when they do something to piss me off

sadly i have a amazingly good temper. yes. i'm not trying to praise myself, i'm serious.

 

gosh i totally understand how it feels if anyone of you feel screwed up in such sense okay,  i always do anyway.

feel screwed up i mean,

people just have this habit of whispering in front of me while giving me some funny look

or looking at me funnily and talk in codes, like they have some inside joke about me

 

i've learnt that it's unavoidable, so i don't really care now, i just want to get on with life, and they can say all they want. Nothing would matter at the end of the day, those people are going to disappear from my life soon enough anyway

 

and it is through such times whereby you know who you can trust,

who would put you above their own childish entertainment,

who are your true friends.

 

gosh this is sounding screwed.

RELAX no one offended me at the moment, so don't comment or sms me or anything asking how am i

(though i kinda love receiving such messages cause i always feel loved after being asked how i feel over even a small harmless statement, thanks darlings <3)

 

hope i'd survive term 2. really *swallows saliva*

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Bye.

i know i really really shouldn't blog. Schedule has been really really tight and crazy for me these few weeks, and the next couple of weeks to come. Tests, competitions, exams, cca,concert blah blah blah. When all these are over, studies are probably going to start pouring in and stuff. Did not really rest during the March holidays, it was just school school and school for me. And ohman ): i just read the email that we're going to perform guan huai fang shi and i am playing chords. freak. i lost the score way before the auditions. >.< They provided it during the audition and i borrowed from ppl to prac outside the audition room.

Ohman ): Piano exam tmr. i dwan practise alrdy. The more i prac, i more demoralized i feel. so sure that i'm going to flunk it. it's worse thn the first time when i failed by 2 marks. imagine i keep taking and my score keeps decreasing. One day i'd be the first in history to get zero for piano exam -_____-

Gosh. Must go back to doing work already. Damn alot of theory hw due on sunday. Gosh. i think i should chiong that now since no lessons tmr. Whatever.

I have nothing to blog about, which explains my lack of update. Unless you want to hear about my super super super boring school life ._. or my list of undone homework.

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March Hols

Call this a holiday? Thinking about it makes me sick already.

First, there are LOADS of hw to be done.

 

2nd, i have to go back to school 3 times this week. Like, 3 full days for table tennis and guitar.

Table tennis on monday and friday

Guitar on monday, wednesday and friday.

 

Take today for instance.

Guitar from 1-5pm (probably going to end late, so estimate 5.30)

table tennis from 6-8. (probably going to delay as well estimate 8.15 round there)

 

Gosh life sucks ):

I think wednesday is the 9-5 guitar day

where got time to do hw and rest ): ):

 

SH life sucks

Haha i blame SH life for practically EVERYTHING.

 

And i have to go back for extra piano lesson some day 'cause i keep missing them ):

Yeah and theory too

Sucks. More homework.

 

Need more time to go out and

I WANT TO WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND AND DEAR JOHN

Channing Tatumm!!!!!!!

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Scandal

Yes it's the stupid jack neo scandal that people are talking about these few days. Headlines of newspaper even. Gosh. In place of other global issues, we see his face up there, oh and the face of his fugly mistress -__-

To Singaporeans, this is more worth knowing than all the other news? O.O

 

Okay. It's quite interesting to know i admit. Though i has totally zero impact on us, other having to see their fugly faces on the papers o.o It sorta brings about entertainment right right right, to our oh-so-boring life.

 

Hmm. Okay.

Yes this is jack neo! Even a couple years ago, he's not very good looking right?

Oh and this is how he looks like now. 50 old, fat, ugly. Totally like a typical singapore ahpek who does nothing and goes around coffee shops, not like a director at all. PLEASE GOODNESS, look at the other hollywood directors, old and hot.

 

Yarh sorry, i'm not a fan of jack neo movies, other than those in his earlier days, "i'm not stupid". yeah. i did watch those.

 

I guess no one needs me to update on what the scandal is about. Okay, here are somethings i do not understand

1. The girl he had a scandal with, the wendy person, said she loved him thats why she made this thing big (not because of money and fame). Seriously, LOVE? No matter how well a uncle with big belly treats you, how he sweet talk you, can you bring yourself to love this fugly and married person double your age? Loving his son sounds like a more sensible thing for you to do leh.

2. Sources online said that he won the hearts of many girls by sweet talking, sending cute messages and stuff. WTF. Look at him, please, even if he can recite the whole Romeo and Juliet out or whatever people deem sweet and romantic, by just visualizing his face, don't you feel like puking already. How to let him win your heart leh. Girls, wake up man. Admit it, you're just after his money and want media attention, that's why suddenly all coming up at the same time admiting about your affairs. And yes, sleeping with him might get you a role in his movie. Plus, with the lights off, can't see anything anyway. Hai, totally understand.

 

I know i'm damn crude. Live with it.

 

Featuring the other lead character, TADAAAAA:

His mistress. OH MY FUCKING GOD RIGHT. SO HOT -_____-

 

Please, if i'm his wife, i'd go kill myself. My husband, is having an affair with such a fucking ugly small kid. 22 years old, looks like shit. The face makes you want to press the red cross at the top right hand corner of your monitor and she doesn't have boobs AT ALL. Okay, even with my previous theory on how you cannot see a person in the dark when having an affair, can feel her boobs right. She doesn't have one leh. Whats the difference with having an affair with another man then Jack Neo? Why is your taste so exquisite? Seriously, i cannot understand how 50 year old uncles think. hmmm.

 

Don't you think that she looks like a transexual who forgot to implant boobs? Thats the first impression i got when i saw her photo leh.

 

Ahha. the 2nd out of the many more to come female lead. Gosh she does look better. No wonder she dumped him before he menopaused.

 

The only stupid thing she did was to come up and admit. Gosh, what is your problem. Having an affair with some used-to-be-the-hottest-talk-but-currently-nothing-but-some-old-uncle is not something to be proud about okay. You should have hidden it forever!

 

That's not the worst thing leh, the worst thing is that, he got famous by acting as a WOMAN.

correction: OLD WOMAN.

remember this person?

 

Blah Blah Blah. Seriously, some people are just WEIRD. Gosh.

 

The only person i truly respect when i read the series of news report was his wife, Jack Neo's wife. She knew about it all along but did not make any noise for the sake of her children and the family. Not everyone can do this and i think that it's really really noble of her to do so.

Even when the ugly bitch came about, she reacted in a super calm way and steer them away for her children's sight and drove them to the airport for some kinda discussion. God knows why Jack neo got some kinda spiritual person or pastor or monk (i forgot) what person there. He's got all kind of weird tricks only brainless people would fall for.

 

Whatever, i just HATE bitches who spoil people's family. I'm not sure what i'd do if i come into contact with one.

Making myself sound so scary and unpredictable. Yikes.

 

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